Cold, dark, alone, heart racing
Dreams aren't real, you aren't here
I should be holding and embracing
but instead its dark and full of fear.
You were mine once, you were real right?
Your smile, your tiny hands, and big blue eyes?
Our family embraced you, and through the night
I held you and sang you lullabies.
You went home, you are no longer ours
But our love will never change or disappear
You will always be in our hearts and prayers
We will continue to love you from year to year.
I don't regret loving you, even though it has brought pain
You deserve love even when it comes with a loss
Christ sacrificed his own son though it seemed insane
and allowed us salvation through his death on the cross.
You are worthy of love even when it is complicated
I didn't hold myself back even though you I might lose
I gave it all--and even though my heart is deflated
It was worth it to be able be devoted to you.